Intestinal Trauma and Bio Resonance
Different causes due to a different Reality Perspective
| Random Thoughts - December 2009 |
- Removing New Organ Ascension Thoughtforms (July 2009)
- Prostate Power (March 2009)
- Reality Inflation (February 2008)
- Which History Shall I Wear? (September 2007)
- Confusion Idealisation (June 2007)
- Is Ascension Terminology Needed to Ascend? (February 2007)
- Pendulum Dependency and Paranoia (April 2006)
- Knees (April 2005)
INTRODUCTION
Ever since I dropped key elements in the ascension paradigm my enthusiasm for writing on this site has slightly waned. I have started to write more in dutch blogs dealing with psychosis for instance, and I have been writing on topics like the flu-scare. No matter what I think now about the ascension paradigm I look back to that period with mixed feelings. You could say that I am in some kind of post-ascension phase that is not as thrilling and creative as during the pure ascension years.
The ascension perspective really is a fascinating one: it gave me the feeling that I knew what was going on in the world on a very deep level. I was a kind of map carver that was experimenting with new (or ancient revived) thought forms that allowed me to change D.N.A. and even grow new organs! Planet Earth would be waking up from a deep hibernation period and I would accompany her along her rise in vibration.
I still hold on to various elements in the paradigm, but I am not as occupied with them as before. This page is about something interesting that I uncovered last week: the possibility that certain trauma could cause stagnation within your intestines and that another reality perspective creates other explanations. I would also like to reflect upon bioresonance machines.
SOME BELLY ACHES
In february 2008 I wrote about some slight aches in my belly area in Turtle 47, Reality Inflation which had started somewhere half way 2007. In that article I write about all kinds of options and I even open up to the idea that is has got something to do with my ascension process: perhaps there was some faulty DNA installing itself, or could my intestines be transforming themselves? I also thought that perhaps there might be something wrong with my prostate which I seemed to test with my pendulum.
Now that I have cast these ascension-related thoughts away I was still left with these occasional aches. I still didn't want to go to any doctor for I still believed that it meant something that I would want to find out for myself. It was during a day for therapists which I joined with my girlfriend (Ann) that I decided to connect myself to one of these bioresonance machines. During a session which lasted for more than an hour, the machine managed to pinpoint something in my colon: there was a lack of energy there. The L.I.F.E.-system also said that there were some traumas which I would have created at the age of 33 and 34.
The machine didn't openly link these two items but with the later assistance of Ann's biotensor (also see Removing New Organ Ascension Thoughtforms) and my own intuitions I was able to connect two painful experiences at the ages mentioned and the intestinal pains that started a few years afterwards.
RELEASING PAINFUL ASCENSION-RELATED HURTS
It is very tempting to embrace the following explanation, because it expresses a beautiful way in which psychological trauma could actually take a physical form. It also is tempting to think that I was able to remove the physical hurt after understanding and feeling the causes. It makes the mind-heart-connection into a very powerful tool.
Now for something about the causes, because it might be useful for those who have lost people during their ascension process, believing that they were doing the right thing by not sticking around people who would drain their energies, or who would have too many Anu-lineages or other 'harmful lineages'.
One of the effects of my enthusiasm for the ascension process was the disruption of my marriage. The last week I was finally able to realize the two painful hurts that I wasn't able to deal with properly: first there was the pain associated with the shift from having a loving wife to one who started to be hurtful towards me. I have never integrated that pain so far.
The second element has to do with the effect of some people thinking you have lost your mind. Believe me, it is rather painful as well to realize that your own ideas about contributing to a better world by exploring new territories is welcomed by others with sneers and ridicule.
CONCLUSION
Well, it has been quite a delivery to write this page. I would welcome any comments from people who have had like experiences. It has taken me years to finally acknowledge the pain that was caused by my decision to explore the ascension paradigm. Somehow I had thought I was above all this, because I was so 'advanced' in my process. This experience has also triggered my curiosity into bioresonance systems. If people have interesting experiences with bioresonance systems please tell me about it as well by droppig a mail in the box at the bottom of this page.
Gibbon
December 2009
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