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INTRODUCTION
This page tries to delve into gender related issues. In order to form an ascending relationship it seems necessary to run the right gender related energy. The title ironically refers to males who tend to run too much feminine energy. The gender reversal also seems to be a rather frequent occurring phenomenon in women as well. How to recognize if any of such gender related reversals are part of your own approach to life? How to change them?
RUNNING THE WRONG GENDER ENERGY
In a few 2004 articles from the SSOA we can read beautiful descriptions of these gender reversals. Please read along:
The problem with reversing gender-based tones in ascension is that the energy moves up the field rather than down leaving one ungrounded. In an ungrounded state, it is impossible to integrate new information from one’s soul, oversoul and source. Therefore initiates in the journey to 1800 and again in the journey to 3000 who have reversed polarized in their current life expression will have to face their own hatred of their own biological gender, as it is such hatred that is the underlying cause of why one would run the opposing gender signature. As the self-hatred is processed and released along with the underlying karma, one will quite naturally embrace one’s own tones of creation based upon gender.
The Anatomy of an Ascending Energy Field
Although I am quite male I do have a number of probably rather distorted attitudes about the behavior of men in general. It probable all started with my perception of my father who I regarded as rather rude, blunt and coarse. When I looked around me as I child I could see many examples of men behaving in the same way, making superficial sexual jokes all of the time, drinking beer, watching tv, acting ignorant, not expressing any interest in the deeper meanings of life etc.
During my teenager years I developed a stronger interest for girls because they appeared to have that ability to talk about matters that I deemed to be of more interest: why are we here? How to change our mode of living? How to change society? How to defeat materialism? How to promote spiritual awareness? and more questions like this.
When I first came across the part that I have just quoted above, back in 2004, I did recognize some elements of the 'sensitive new age guy' description but I didn't pay too much attention to it, because I was married and I thought myself to be male enough, and I didn't want to change any of my behavior for it would imply becoming more like my father, which was absolutely something I didn't even want to consider.
Now that I have started to reconnect with women in order to either form some kind of ascending relationship or to learn from each other during the dance, I have noticed that this 'hatred' for men in general is more deep than I had thought. I wouldn't be surprised if it is so deep that I unconsciously refuse to run the appropriate male energy. Since I like women I might have chosen to run feminine energy since there is no third option. This is quite all right, if it weren't rather disturbing for my own ascension process and rather confusing for women who do prefer to live with someone who does run the proper gender energy.
POWERFUL AND SENSITIVE WOMEN
It is one thing to refuse to run the right male energy flow out of hatred for male behavior, but if it doesn't really lead to a impressive feminine sensitivity it results in a rather twisted energy flow that doesn't really look masculine, nor feminine. I guess it is time to make a choice here and there is a strong desire to learn to run the masculine energy, but in a way that is devoid of the bad connotions that I have developed during my childhood.
But what are the potentials of the male energy flow? Are these sensitive feminine abilities attainable for men as well, or is it simply out of the range of men? The following quote from the Earth Mother might illuminate matters a bit more.
Do we, men, simply have to accept that we are an octave lower in vibration than those spiritual women around us? Is this realization perhaps behind the desire of some men in the past to burn witches or to make sure that women are not given too much power? There seems to be some 'hope' for men, during the ascension process, for perhaps their lower vibrational state can prove to be useful in some way. It seems that we - men - are needed in order to create what is called 'divine union' with women for we could become complimentary with women during the process.
Well, let's read a bit more about that aspect:
Men and women from South America, Spain, Greece, Italy, France, Egypt, and India, or who are indigenous generally run the frequencies associated with the biological gender. At 2 strands of DNA, this creates a machismo man and a subordinate woman. At 1800, the extremes are modified enough that men and women can begin to treat one another more greatly as equals. By 3000 strands, the transcendence beyond the belief that one gender is better than another is risen above enough to create a loving partnership that is founded upon unity and equality, provided that all of the karma associated with another type of relationship has been addressed and released in full.
The Anatomy of an Ascending Energy Field
CONCLUSION
For me this concept of running the proper gender related energy seems sensible. I am going to work on bending my hatred of the male behavior towards a more loving nature of being a man. Like it is said through Mila in one of the quotes, I prefer to focus on an image of male energy that is more well developed and higher in vibration. I also need to adapt to the idea that whenever I am in a potential ascending relationship with a woman, she'll be one octave in vibrational awareness above me.
Let's assume that there is a lot to contribute from this octave below to form a balanced and equal relationship with a woman. This would imply that women would need to stop looking for men who are equal to them in spiritual awareness, because that would be rather unnatural, at least when looking for an ascending relationship.
In other forms of male-female interactions you could have all kinds of combinations: Males who are more advanced in their process can interact with women who are at the same octave or perhaps two octaves lower, or females can communicate with men who are more than one octave below them.
I can't help but smile when thinking about the possible truth of all this. Would it really be the natural order of things that women are vibrating at a frequency that is an octave higher than that of men?
Gibbon
September 2008