| August 2008 |
INTRODUCTION
In August 2008 I received an email from Pam. She wrote to me about her experiences in releasing from the SSoA more than half a year ago. Here are parts of her email:
A friend, who was a member of SSoA, and I were talking on the phone. He was trying to "be present" while I did my best to separate my field as completely as possible from SSoA as a group as well as separate my field from individuals within SSoA. We were working along and all of the sudden I was very aware of two thick cords. (I could not sense these cords origin(s), I did not know if these cords originated from within me or someplace or someone else. I could not identify to where the other end of the cords went.) One cord came into the front of my sacral chakra. The other cord came in through the back of my solar plexus chakra. I sank into feeling (I focused into keen kinesthetic awareness of) my field as clearly and as deep as I could.
My friend suggested that I cut the cords. I said, "No, I must feel them out and understand them before I cut them."
So I sank into them, I absorbed my attention into them to understand their form and function. I realized that the two cords were hollow, that a "life force", a desire and intention and awareness flowed within this hollowness, and so created the "cord".
Each cord had its own individual "essence". These two cords flowed into my chakras and into my sushuma (the main spinal energy meridian). The cords met in the middle of my sushuma, half way between my sacral and solar plexus chakras. Here they joined and became "one blended being" so to speak. As this one blended cord-being, it moved within the sushuma and inserted itself and flowed out though the front and the back of each and all of my chakras(all seven main chakras). The cord could "look out" and sense and read my field through "living in" my sushuma and all seven chakras.
...Imagine a "main snake" in the sushuma as well as seven "little snakes" extending out of the main snake, these seven little snakes extending out both the front and the back of the chakras.
My friend asked me, "Where do these cords come from (or go)"? I said, "I can not see or feel this". My friend called in eagle to see and according to my experience, eagle helped me see that the cord attached to my sacral chakra went to a prominent female member of SSoA. The cord attached to the back of my solar plexus chakra went to a prominent male member of SSoA. (I was sincerely working on clearing my field from SSoA when "this cordsnake" revealed itself visually and kinesthetically.)
Wow, then it hit me: The one member, being female, would come in what is known as the feminine chakra (the sacral chakra). The other member, being male, would come in what is known as the masculine chakra (the solar plexus). The female member and cord would come in the front, she would enter the front because the front could represent her passion and desire; her passion and desire being what is is-ing right now as well as what becomes of the future.
And the male would come in the back, he would enter the back because the back could represent what is is-ing right now as well as the anchoring of the past, (anchoring the past in which we must presently know if we are going to understand and change the now). Together the 'cord-snake-purposes' meet in the middle, in the sushuma, halfway between their entry points ( the entry points being the masculine and feminine chakras).
Also meeting in the middle, half way between the front and the back of the body, and as well meeting at the exact middle point in my physical human body from top to bottom.
Together, the cords as one cord, move into the whole body and maybe that is how they(it) reads one's field so well. (And they(it) could possibly manipulate one's field so very easily too.)
These cords could have originated from this male and female, or, the cords could have been a "group-SSoA-masculine and group- SSoA-feminine cord" merging together into one cord/purpose. Or these cords could have originated from within me, coming out of (not into) my sacral and solar plexus chakras. If the cords originated from within me, than this is how I could have intimately associated with SSoA.
If I solely created the cords, then I created them from my center, my desires and intentions and passions and then split them into and out of my masculine and feminine chakras for the same reasons (and probably more) I described before. Or, the cords could have allowed a "two way street" between me and SSoA or certain members of SSoA.
And lastly, it is possible I am mistaken and the cords have nothing to do with SSoA...But something was doing/was existing as what I am describing. And this something (this "snake-cord-purpose") created and allowed control and manipulation and intimate relationship between at least two parties, that is for sure.
It was very difficult to pull the "snake-cord-purpose" out of my chakras and spinal energy meridian. The cord was what it knew to be and did not want to stop being this and did not want to stop doing its function.
I had to try and find the desire within me that would allow and create or help create its presence (its form and function)in the first place. At times, as I was trying to pull the snake cord out, it felt like when I was a kid and I sucked up a long strand of spaghetti through my lips. Except this experience today was a sickening feeling. I worked very hard.